Thursday, November 13, 2008

Stress, it's a killer.

You know, I've heard that so many times, and you know what?
IT ADDS STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you don't think about it, the stress in minimal, but if it's brought to your attention, the stress maximizes and overflows your mind.
Yeah, they say stress is good for the body, but not to the extent that we are put through every day.
I'm going to be late.
Is my class cancelled?
Did I remember my work?
If I forgot it will I get a chance to hand it in later?
If not, how will that affect my grade?
Do I get a break for lunch? Because I'm starving and I haven't eaten anything yet.
Seriously people, this is why we get ULCERS!!
You know what, I have one now, and it's not fun.
This year has severely kicked my ass.
Between work; school; my mom not getting enough money to pay the bills; me not being able to work until December; mom going through a divorce; my brother annoying the hell out of us because he wants an Xbox; my grandparents demanding all of our time; my grandfather getting sick; my grandmother not being able to walk; my great grandmother that is now 97 being ready to die and not remembering who we are; my other great grandmother acting like she's a helpless 4 year old...... It takes a lot out of someone.
No wonder I have a fricking Ulcer.
Mom thinks it might have developed in high school when Jackass still lived with us.
When he was there, my grades sucked, when he left.... up they went!
Now, I'm trying to prove that I'm not the idiot he thought I was.
I'm speaking my mind, I'm not taking any shit from him.
So don't talk to me about stress.
I've had my fair share.

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